Up.Down.Up.Down.Up.Down. My emotions are on a rollercoaster ride. It really shocks me, both how one can have so many fluctuations in emotion, AND how one can handle such fluctuations in emotion and be o.k.
This morning I was at peace. I was grateful. Now, just a few hours later I am feeling that depressive pull at my heartstrings. I am still grateful, but my eyes want to close out all of this. Too bad when I close my eyes it's all still there.
I find it strange how one can feel strong and weak at the same time. That's exactly the place I'm at now.
I don't feel particularly drawn one way or the other, nor do I feel particularly bad... or particularly good.
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